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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

By: E.E. Cummings

Let's see I've been lied to and cheated on. I've also had promises broken and who knows what else. I shouldn't be crying but I am. I'm not sure what else to say. All I know is I'm the one who is hurting the most right now because he shut me out when I was trying to be there for him. This is the path he follows, he chooses to follow. The path he chooses to follow is going to get worse down the road but I'm not going to be there for him anymore. I'm choosing as of right now not to get anybody close to my heart yet. I'll let them get close when they seriously truly love me. When all they want to see is me when they wake up in the morning and go to sleep at night. When all they want to hear is my voice in the morning and at night. When they show me I'm loved with simple things such as "baby" or "my love". I don't ask for much in a relationship. I don't ask for diamond rings or petty little stuff like that. All I ask is for something simple: like breakfast in the morning or flowers or to take me out for a date once in a while.

I'm a simple woman but he didn't see that. But anyhow......I'm home early and thought about writing thoughts down. I'm not feeling well. I'm sick. My throat is sore, body aches, fever, stomach hurts, and oh I'm exhausted as well from crying and not sleeping. I'm out and hopefully you guys will see pictures from me soon.

Question to all of you. What is a bitch and how can I be one?

P.S. Karma is a bitch and it always comes back!